I Hate Life.

Not my life; just life in general. Cuz it sucks. I met a guy today. My age. But I'm interested in someone else and I want to ask him out sort of, but I'm really scared to....ughhh. I have no idea what to do because I'm a fat-ass bitch. And on top of all that, my whole family hates me. I hate coming home everyday because I know I'm not accepted here. There's definitely nothing I CAN do about that part. I guess I just have to live with it. It's just that every time I think that things will get better, they get 3 times worse. I have no relationship with my father because he hates me the most. Seriously, he comes home and doesn't even say hi to me. The only time he speaks to me is to yell at me to do something, or tell me to do something better. It's never a happy conversation with him. And my mom. OMG. She's so exasperating. Honestly, she needs to grow a fucking heart or something. So, incase you haven't caught on, my dog is the only one who understands me.

And I feel like no human being ever will

What's wrong with me?