Hey, it's alright. Take some deep breaths and try not to think about anything but your surroundings and the present moment. Do something to distract yourself like watching a cartoon or reading a book. Hang in there okay?
It just seems like everything is going wrong at the moment. :( It's really hard to stay positive when everything is so shitty.
On the bright side, though, I did very well today with restricting :) So, that's something I can look back on and smile about. Oh! And I pushed myself to do some extra running last night. I said to myself that if I could just push through it, then I can "push through" all of my troubles and everything will be okay.
But during the day, you know, being influenced by my peers and reacting to what I see, I begin to lose sight of ever being okay.
Please don't give up. There is a future for you - a great, beautiful future! And you gotta push through the hard times to get to the good ones. It's scary - but remember, you are not alone! <3
Being genuinely happy with one's own life isn't easy. And everyday I feel alone. Even when I'm with my friends. They just don't understand me or what I'm going through right now.
But i'm gonna try to keep my head up and think positive thoughts. Maybe go away for the weekend.
The thing of is it that everyone's life is pointless. Each of us is insignificantly small. That doesn't mean you're not special and unique though. And that doesn't mean you should kill yourself. In my opinion, it's ok to kind of check-out of reality for brief intervals to preserve your happiness and sanity. By not dealing with the living world, you’ll have all the benefits of death without having to face the afterlife.
Thanks. It really means a lot to me. It's just that, as I said before, everything is going wrong in my life right now. And it's just like I can't talk to anyone about it. I mean, I try to, but no one understands. I just feel like I'm gonna explode from all the emotions in my head.
But don't get me wrong. I'm a very relaxed person. I have a pretty laid back personality. You know, just take each day as it comes. So, I've never really felt all this pressure before. And I don't know how to handle it.
Oh, baby. Don't say that! I can very much identify with the feeling though. Sometimes it just seems like it would be so much more simple! It hurts so bad when everything falls to pieces. You need to hang in there though. In the end, it really isn't worth giving up life over. I think you need to focus more on YOU, and do what makes you happy! And forget about the things that don't. <3
"do what makes you happy! And forget about the things that don't. <3"
I've been looking at this repeatedly for days and it's done nothing but help me get through what's been going on in my head. Thank you so much, Sarah <3
Please don't give up! I care, your friends care, your family cares! WE see a point to you being on this earth, because you belong here with us, because you make others' lives happier, because you have a beautiful, bright future in front of you, because you deserve to live. Remember that you are a gorgeous, loved girl and that you're not alone. <3 I hope you feel a bit better very soon!
Thank you :) I've started to feel better already. I guess it was just a slump that I was in. So much had gone wrong in so little time, and I just didn't know how to handle it. I'm glad I pushed through it though. I've found some reason to continue living. No matter how much it might suck, I know life will eventually work out for me. My time will come. I just have to get through the hard ones first, right? :D
Hey, it's alright. Take some deep breaths and try not to think about anything but your surroundings and the present moment. Do something to distract yourself like watching a cartoon or reading a book. Hang in there okay?
ReplyDeleteGahhh!! Thank you so much <3
ReplyDeleteIt just seems like everything is going wrong at the moment. :( It's really hard to stay positive when everything is so shitty.
On the bright side, though, I did very well today with restricting :) So, that's something I can look back on and smile about. Oh! And I pushed myself to do some extra running last night. I said to myself that if I could just push through it, then I can "push through" all of my troubles and everything will be okay.
But during the day, you know, being influenced by my peers and reacting to what I see, I begin to lose sight of ever being okay.
Please don't give up. There is a future for you - a great, beautiful future! And you gotta push through the hard times to get to the good ones. It's scary - but remember, you are not alone! <3
ReplyDeleteThank you for the support :)
ReplyDeleteBeing genuinely happy with one's own life isn't easy. And everyday I feel alone. Even when I'm with my friends. They just don't understand me or what I'm going through right now.
But i'm gonna try to keep my head up and think positive thoughts. Maybe go away for the weekend.
The thing of is it that everyone's life is pointless. Each of us is insignificantly small. That doesn't mean you're not special and unique though. And that doesn't mean you should kill yourself. In my opinion, it's ok to kind of check-out of reality for brief intervals to preserve your happiness and sanity. By not dealing with the living world, you’ll have all the benefits of death without having to face the afterlife.
ReplyDeleteThanks. It really means a lot to me. It's just that, as I said before, everything is going wrong in my life right now. And it's just like I can't talk to anyone about it. I mean, I try to, but no one understands. I just feel like I'm gonna explode from all the emotions in my head.
ReplyDeleteBut don't get me wrong. I'm a very relaxed person. I have a pretty laid back personality. You know, just take each day as it comes. So, I've never really felt all this pressure before. And I don't know how to handle it.
Oh, baby. Don't say that! I can very much identify with the feeling though. Sometimes it just seems like it would be so much more simple!
ReplyDeleteIt hurts so bad when everything falls to pieces. You need to hang in there though. In the end, it really isn't worth giving up life over.
I think you need to focus more on YOU, and do what makes you happy! And forget about the things that don't. <3
"do what makes you happy! And forget about the things that don't. <3"
ReplyDeleteI've been looking at this repeatedly for days and it's done nothing but help me get through what's been going on in my head. Thank you so much, Sarah <3
Aw, I am so glad beautiful girl!
ReplyDeletePlease don't give up! I care, your friends care, your family cares! WE see a point to you being on this earth, because you belong here with us, because you make others' lives happier, because you have a beautiful, bright future in front of you, because you deserve to live. Remember that you are a gorgeous, loved girl and that you're not alone. <3 I hope you feel a bit better very soon!
ReplyDeleteThank you :) I've started to feel better already. I guess it was just a slump that I was in. So much had gone wrong in so little time, and I just didn't know how to handle it. I'm glad I pushed through it though. I've found some reason to continue living. No matter how much it might suck, I know life will eventually work out for me. My time will come. I just have to get through the hard ones first, right? :D
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