Tuesday, June 21, 2011

I Don't Deserve Happiness

So, I met another guy a couple of weeks ago. :) We really hit it off. We have so much in common and he's super cute, but I still feel.... uncomfortable.... I thought about it a lot today and I finally realized that since I'm so used to being heartbroken, I can't stand the feeling of being happy. I have become so comfortable with heartache that I actually believe that I don't deserve happiness. I haven't talked to this guy (let's call him T) at all today. I ignored all of his calls and texts. 

What is wrong with me?? Why can't I let myself be happy??

Please help,

xoxo Caro

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