Okay. So, again, it's been far too long. Some shit just went down last Friday. As I predicted, G is now going out with that girl I told you about before: thisfuckingbitch
Why am I always right? it sucks.
I'm joining in on this April Challenge. It's just what I need right now, to get back in to exercising more. I couldn't before, because of prior commitments. But now that they're over, and G is dating what used to be my best friend, I have tons of motivation!! :) I'm the fattest person I know. I feel disgusting at school everyday because all of my friends are skinnyfuckingtwigs. And I just HATE it when they say "No, you're not fat," when, clearly, they weigh less than me while still complaining about their weight!! I just hate that. I mean, I'm not an idiot. How do they think it makes me feel when they complain about their bodies? Like, wtf does that make me? A fucking whale or something!? Shit.
Sorry. I just had to get that out. And, like I've said before, I don't really have anyone else I can talk to about this kinda stuff, so.........
I think I need an ANA Buddy. Anyone interested?
e-mail me: anaremedy@aim.com
I often feel like the guys I like end up liking my friends as well. Its Sort of like getting stabbed in the back and the heart at the same time. painful. It will mend though. Just keep your chin up.
ReplyDeleteAnd I hate when friends pull that "I'm so fat" shit. My response in my head is always, "really? then stop eating. Because that Big Mac is obviously not going to make you any skinnier. and if it does. Fuck you, i hate you."
Sorry for the rant, I just hate to hear people complain about stuff they aren't actively trying to change. Keep that shit inside.
Hope the challenge is going well for you. Stay strong!
"ts Sort of like getting stabbed in the back and the heart at the same time."
ReplyDeleteThat's EXACTLY how it feels!! Thank you for assuring me that at least someone in this world understands what I'm going through. None of my friends do. :)
Thanks for the well wishes. And the same to you with the 10-Day Challenge. I just keep wondering, for the the 10-day challenge, is it all or nothing? Like, can you earn 15 points, or 5??
I think you just do as well as you can. I think you get the points of whatever bracket you fall into, i'm not sure if there are halves but that might be a personal choice.
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